I hope 🫥💔❤️‍🩹

I hope she dosnt feel hurt when you call her dramatic…..

I hope she dosnt crush in side when you make out her history is a lie and “show how uve never done something” dosnt make her habits she beat feel invalidated …

I hope for everything she gives to you that you don’t crush it under foot like it’s nothing….

I hope she can stand next to you when silence is you only words and that’s it’s enough for her and you …

I hope you find the woman that’s enough and not to much that is selfish enough to live her life and still hold you in the spare 5 mins she has …..

I couldn’t be the shadow, I stood behind you and picked up as you went but I was tired of being alone I’ve done it for years I didn’t want an empty title for it to seem it was all ok in your mind….

I wasn’t on your mind as much as you said,you can’t forget what’s on your mind it’s like a need you always need and I really wasn’t that or important … I was just an idea you didn’t know what to do with ….

I’ve been alone, I’ve sat at the corner we had our first coffee and just sat on the railing playing the words we spoke over and over , I walked the river path we did and can still hear the whisper of our words ,fate held my hand while my world fell apart fate gave me the memory’s to help me get through even tho I came out alone I held tight while everything inside me destroyed itself as I become a shell of myself and drowned inside myself …. The dragon on my alter the hold to fate … the wrong hold

I battled the alone throughout the years guessed the fates were rewarding me but it was another test that’s pulled me apart another darkness alone to disappear into … the memory’s to drown me in the whispers to haunt my days and dreams …. Broken promises ….

Broken me ,broken heart ,broken self

And

I still hope you find love and the goddess you deserve…….. I hope all your dreams come true and that life gives you everything you need to succeed becuz you deserve good to come into your life … your amazing and so special ….. may the gods protect you that’s my last wish and my always prayer ….. always …..